July 12, 2010

Spiritual Yard Work – To weed or not to weed?

The Parable of the Weeds – Matthew 13:24-30

Jesus told them another parable: "The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field. But while everyone was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat, and went away. When the wheat sprouted and formed heads, then the weeds also appeared.
The owner's servants came to him and said, 'Sir, didn't you sow good seed in your field? Where then did the weeds come from?'
'An enemy did this,' he replied.
The servants asked him, 'Do you want us to go and pull them up?'
'No,' he answered, 'because while you are pulling the weeds, you may root up the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest. At that time I will tell the harvesters: First collect the weeds and tie them in bundles to be burned; then gather the wheat and bring it into my barn.' "

I love it when I'm reading the Bible and I discover passages I didn't know existed, especially when those passages are relevant to my life.

Explanation:
Yesterday I was sitting in my living room, discussing with fellow Bible College students the reason for and the proper reaction to people who claim Christianity but don't show fruit. The conversation was mostly about how do you know if someone is really a Christian... by mere proclamation? By the good fruit they produce? Or are we, as fellow Christians, really the ones who have the insight to make that judgment? One of my fellow students used the verse in Matthew that talks about how it'll be evident who they are by the fruit that grows on their tree – like the verse says, he argued that a good tree cannot produce bad fruit (Matthew 7:16-18). The thought that I added to the conversation is that we shouldn't judge them, but judge ourselves... take a good hard look in the mirror and see what kind of fruit are we producing. I also noted that the church today is missing the boat and neglecting to teach solid valuable truth to new believers, because sometimes I think we offer a salvation message but then neglect to teach infant Christians how to crawl and walk and eat solid food. I suggested that instead of looking at young baby Christians with disdain or distaste for their lack of good fruit baring, or lack of knowledge on how to produce good fruit, that we should examine ourselves to see 'what lessons am I teaching, through example, by the fruit I'm producing.' After all, a good tree cannot produce bad fruit.

And then, today I was reading just for mere time passing... it is the summer, I hardly have anything better to do. And within the very first two pages that I read, the author discussed this bit of scripture. (Oh God, your timing slays me!) The man writing the book that I was reading was talking about why Jesus put the parable in the words and format that He did, and then the author went on to say that the point that Jesus was driving home was 1.) That it isn't easy to distinguish the weeds from the wheat – that sometimes God really is the only one who can tell, and 2.) that destroying evil might destroy good (Jesus for President, pg.96-97).

Where I totally understand the second point, it doesn't convict me quite the way the first point does. The first point, that sometimes you can't tell the good from the bad... that is exactly what we were talking about yesterday. And, in my own life I know that this was a necessary thought to process.

Good job God, you teach me even when I'm not looking for a lesson.

June 20, 2010

Dirty Fingernails.

“Look into the eyes of the ones who are hardest for you to like, and see the One you love. For God loves good and bad people. Even God doesn't grasp for the knowledge of good and evil but sends rain to water the fields of both the just and the unjust. That's why enemy love is the only thing that Jesus says makes a person like God – perfect.” - Shane Claiborne Jesus for President

While doing a little late night reading tonight, after a fabulous day of travels and bliss, I stumbled across this idea from the mind and work of Shane Claiborne. Shane is one of my favorite authors, not just because I think he is really cool – but because he always challenges me to take a new perspective on life or certain situations.

This is what I take away from this quote:

Loving everyone, particularly your enemies brings you 1.) closer to achieving the proper reflection of the image of God, but 2.) brings you closer to God. I like that the quote says that God doesn't discriminate on the unjust, just because of their state of being... but that he fulfills their needs too.

I would never say that I am one to make a lot of enemies, but I have definitely encountered my share of people that I don't get along with. But with those experiences I've always been taught to show love, and with all of them... in the end, I have been able to make lasting bonds with those people. Looking deep into the eyes of someone you don't get along with, and seeing Jesus... sometimes is like a slap in the face, but to your soul... makes a world of difference when it comes to showing them love.

I just needed to share this quote. That's all.

May 30, 2010

Help! I've fallen and I can't get up

In last year I've adapted the idea that life is a series of rises and falls, my one time roommate calls it the pit. She describes it as – sometimes you are on one side, its a little bit of flowers and a little bit of weeds, but things are decent... however, you know you are about to take a journey. Then you have a sometimes slow sometimes rapid decline into your pit... the pit is miserable, it's when you are just absolutely helpless and all wrapped up in the thorns – to me, it's like trying to run when you are holding your breathe. Then there is the incline, which is a lot of work... this is like after you have held your breathe for a long time that initial intake of panic – but for the most put the incline is when things start looking up. And then, lastly, there is the other side... the other side is glorious, to me... it's like watching a sun rise or set, its that powerful moment when you realize that the same God that made this event made you.

Right now... I'm so very much in my pit. Regardless of my efforts, regardless of out stretched hand... no one is lifting me out. I keep waiting and waiting, and crying out and crying out for God to pick me up... and nothing. I've pulled all my resources... I've got nothing left.